How Can I Make a Difference?

Tonight I watched Tears of the Sun, a movie that I recently purchased out of the $5 bin at Wal-Mart. I knew that I had seen it before, in high school, but I really bought it because it was $5 dollars and Bruce Willis is in it. Mr. Willis is one of my favorite actors, probably because most often he plays someone that we can all identify with: someone who doesn't go looking for the choice but is ultimately made to make a difficult decision between right and wrong. Even though his characters want to do the right thing, they always have baggage attached that makes it difficult for them to make the choice. Back to Tears of the Sun. I watched the movie, and remembered watching it the first time. It's a good movie overall, but very intense. It's a movie about a Navy SEAL team that gets sent into war-torn Africa to extract some U.S. citizens before a rebel group comes across their path. Bruce Willis' character eventually makes the decision to bring along the natives under one of the U.S. doctor's care, even though that will hinder them in their efforts to make a rendezvous point. The movie brings up a lot of good moral questions. What do you do when you know the right thing to do but someone in authority tells you that it doesn't matter? Also, when is it ok to think about yourself rather than other people? These are both tough questions, and there is a different answer for every person. However those questions aren't what I thought about, for the most part, during the movie. It was more about Africa, and the state it is in today. I've seen many movies and documentaries about how bad it is in Africa. Granted, movies are made for entertainment, and documentaries are made with a specific agenda in mind. But both do also have the agenda of education and activism, even if those goals are secondary. I think about The Invisible Children documentary that I saw at Harlaxton; I think about Blood Diamond; now Tears of the Sun can be added to this list. These films all made me consider what it must be like to live in a situation where there is no stable government, and everyday you take your life into your own hands, not knowing if you will live to the next day. I can't imagine how scary that must be. I sit here in my college dorm room with all of my food and books and movie and electronics, typing this on my own personal laptop, and what troubles do I really have? Term papers coming up that I'm not prepared for. A disease that makes it so I can't eat most grains without screwing up my intestines. Do I really have the right to complain about anything? I have a family who loves me, a wonderful girlfriend who is the love of my life, great friends; I can afford to go into debt to go to college and receive an education that not all people have the opportunity for; I have all of these things, and I am grateful. In having these things, I have what most people in the world probably don't. It makes me feel guilty, that I basically live a life free of want and violence, and I want to do something about the people who don't have anything remotely similar. I don't know exactly what I can do, or through what avenue, but I want to do something. If our government wasn't so busy fighting wars over matters that are shady at best, maybe they could offer some aid to these people. But at this time the aid for the most part has to come from individual groups. Don't get me wrong, I know that the government does do some things, like trying to help with AIDS relief and providing food and medication sometimes, but it could do so much more. People argue, shouldn't we take care of things at home before we try and do anything abroad? I think it's a little late for that. We've gotten our hands into so many situations world-wide that there is no way we could become isolationist again and solely tend to our own matters. Like it or not, we are an actor on the global stage. And rather than fighting wars that we have no business being in, why not wage a war on terror on all fronts? Why is it that only Islamic extremists are terrorists? Military leaders in "backwards" nations overthrowing the government and committing genocide apparently don't rate on the terror- scale. This country needs to take a new direction in how it operates concerning global-affairs. If we don't step in and do something in the name of human rights, we're going to be too late for even a "post-emptive" strike. If we start this as individuals, those governing will have to follow. I'll be the first to admit that I have no idea what to do, but I have the ambition to do something. I want to make the world a better place, in whatever way that I can. Now to just figure out how............